Got the contract, got almost everything that I have to take with me. I got the ticket, to Amsterdam. I am getting really nervous because this thing, this job is getting real. Really real. I got one last big job with the theater, in Warsaw. Today I found out what console I'm getting. I have so many things, so ordinary things to manage here before I go to Utrecht. Every day a show, some fairytale, for children at the theater, then something to eat, then the dentist, or cosmetician, then something else and in the evening a next job, next show or whatever. I'm trying to spent as much time as possible with my GF but time is getting shorter and shorter. It's a bit embarrassing but this flight will be my first ever trip by plane. First time and with a transfer, and then a train from Amsterdam to Utrecht and to the hotel and the next day, the 3rd December will be my first working day for my new employer. The contract is till 17th March 2013, after that date I'm going home for a short time and hopefully after that back on tour to South America. I don't have any kind of confirmation for it at this time. There are so many unknowns what will happen in next months in my life I'm getting noxious every time it gets to my mind I'm leaving next week. I am scared to think what next, I have my little dreams. If thing get the best way they can, I will be working for SE on tour for few months and kite boarding between tours, kite boarding in warm/hot places. Everybody has his right to dream, I like dreaming.. I must admit those few months learning kite boarding past june/july/september, all the trips to Hel peninsula, were one of my best holiday times. I miss that local color. My GF started kite boarding also this year... After all [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRAMNWzfjcg] and a quiet sunset at the chillout zome after all day on the water with a view of the whole Puck Bay... miss it. Hell yeah, we will be back, I will be back ;]

Past few months changed something in me. I discovered or maybe just awaken something in me that pushes me forward, that whispers to my ear - this is not the life You want to live. I got a nice life, good job and someone who is going with me, side by side through life but I want more, more freedom. We want more freedom. The small taste of freedom that You discover more and more when you ride your board to the sunset and there is absolutely nothing limiting you. That taste. That urge that doesn't want to leave you. Just believe and everything can happen.